C.Bradshaw

i hurt myself today to see if i still feel.
i focuse on the pain, the only thing that's real.
the needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting.
try to kill it all away, but i remember everything.

what have i become my sweetest friend?
everyone i know goes away in the end
and you could have it all. my empire of dirt.
i will let you down. i will make you hurt.

i wear this crown of thorns upon my liars chair.
full of broken thoughts i cannot repair.
beneath the stains of time, the feelings disappear.
you are someone else, i am still right here.

what have i become my sweetest friend?
everyone i know goes away in the end..
and you could have it all. my empire of dirt.
i will let you down. i will make you hurt.
 

i'm counting the ties..